Should I need to wait for your love to fill myself or drenched myself into yours, so that I can spray it on others? Or the idea of Love is not necessarily transactional or something that depends on being "filled" by others first? Can love be self generated? If love can be there without embroidered by someone else then why one bind oneself to feel first? Now, should I call it conditional love? But why there is conditions in love when it free you like October, not to freeze you like December? May love is not there to think, may be it's there to just leave it as it comes & then live it as it is. May be it's just flow, may be it's just like my tagged "Mood Swings"! Who knows, as I don't!